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Thursday, November 20, 2008

Family Campout
We'd been planning a camping trip to Quartz Mountain over Joeys four day weekend for quite sometime.  And then Georgie came down with scarlett fever (thats an exaggeration).  But that doesn't get us down!  Isaac was very excited about the prospect of a fire pit in our backyard!  We roasted sausages, sweet potatoes and, of course, marshmallows!  We actually had so much fun.  I think we'll do it again as long as no cops come by, disturbed by our smoke trail!

Our make shift dinner!
I think Georgie carried this same marshmallow all 
around the backyard the whole night. 
...whistle while you work;)


A little snuggle time with my sick baby girl!

Have you ever smelt burnt urine?  I hope I don't offend anyone, but I had to show you Isaacs favorite part of the whole night...putting out the fire!

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

Hello, My Name Is Isaac

Hello, my name is Isaac Craig Merback.  I am named after my Papa.  I am a fun little 4 year old guy that loves superheroes, star wars, my friends, watching movies and talking Mommies ear off. 

My Mommy says she wishes she would have cropped this 
picture so that you could just see my face.  But I'm glad you can see my cousin Reesie in the background.  I miss her.  This is my sister Georgie:  
We went on a bike ride and we had to put on our warmest clothes...it was FREEZING outside!
Georgie really rode her bike this time!  She figured out how to make little circles with her peddles all by herself!  We were so proud of her and she was proud too!
Isn't she doing so well!
But I am so much faster! 
Sometimes I get frusterated with my Mom because she makes me do things all by myself...like pushing my bike through the grass.  I don't like doing that because my training wheels always scrape my ankles.  Darn that Mommy!

Here's Georgie giving me a push.
I know this picture is blurry but I love this picture because I LOVE holding hands with my sister.  Most of the time she won't hold my hand because she's a stinker so I wanted to show you that sometimes she does!  
Here's Georgie "helping" Mom bake a cake.   
She always looks like this.  But sometimes the stuff on her face is not cake.  It could be something like marker, glue, or snot.

Here's a spaceship that I made with Mommy out of paper plates, 
a clear plastic cup, foil and lots of duct tape.  It's Supermans spaceship.  I brought it to show and tell at school.
Here I am with my friends at Benjamins birthday party.   His cake is an AF jet plane!  AWESOME!
Still at Benjamins party...slaying dragons!  See that Superman "plate" (he insisted it be called this) on my shirt?  I make mommy print these off on the computer and then tape them on to the front of my shirts.  I LOVE superheros!
MMMMM...donuts on a string!
Powdered Sugar Face
Mom says I'm handsome...
and that I talk a lot.  
She loves that I tell her all about the details of my day.
This is my preschool class
And this is one of my best friends, Benjamin.
More of my best friends, Brett and Maile.  I like playing with them.

As you can see, I'm a pretty busy guy.  My friends at school call me Isaac M and I love having a nickname.  I hope you have a happy Thanksgiving.  I know that mine will be happy because my Papa, Gaga, Mimi and Pop Pop are coming.  So are Aunt J and Lizzy.  And we're going to puppy-sit Mojo, our neighbors new baby Yorkie.  I'm telling Mommy to tell you that our neighbors are named John and Sandy and sometimes John puts on a REALLY scary mask and says he's the joker.  And I'm Batman, so I kill him.  Bye

Sunday, November 9, 2008

We're In Good Hands



I'm frequently asked just how nice it is to have a pediatrician in the home.   Today I'd have to say "pretty, darn nice."  If Joey hadn't been around with all his "know-how", I would have taken Gigi into the emergency room this weekend.  Consider exhibit A:

This is the position Georgie has kept for nearly two days straight, (actually her eyes are usually open, staring off into space) with a few Tylenol highs mixed in.  Sometimes sound effects are added such as moaning, whimpering and shrill cries for Mommy.  And don't forget the sound of dry heaving and vomiting.  She is so scared of throwing up now that you know one is coming because she begins to shake her head, "no, no, no" and then masks a dry heave with a fake cough.  Her temperature has been flirting with 104' several times.  But, Dr.Daddy is on call with his stethoscope and Ibuprofen and I have nothing to worry about.   He makes sure she is not "septic" (you don't really need to know what that means) every once in a while and I am comforted enough, at his reassurance, that she is going to be just fine.  Here's to a better day tomorrow for our sweet Georgie girl.
On a happier note, here's Isaac and Daddy on their first private date!  I've rarely seen Isaac come home happier!  They went to the park, then to Long John Silvers for a treasure chest meal and then topped it all off with Ice Cream from Brahms (an Oklahoma specialty!).
Goodbye our favorite boys!  
Georgie and I had a little fun too...lots of books were read at home!
And one more just for fun....One of our favorite past times, coloring!

War and Peace

I just finished watching (no, not reading) Tolstoys' War and Peace.  My interest is peaked...I think I want to read it!  If you have a few hours to spare one weekend I would recommend the movie. There are some great quotes to pick up in there and I would imagine even more in the novel.  Here are two of my favorites.  These really spoke to me, at least enough for me to stop the movie, pausing and rewinding until I was able to get them down.

"The most difficult thing-but an essential one-is to love life, to love it even while one suffers, because Life is all, Life is God and to love Life means to Love God."

"I want to discover.  I want to discover why I know what is right and still do what is wrong.  I want to discover what happiness is.  I want to discover what value there is in suffering.  I want to discover why men go to war, and what real men say when they pray to God.  I want to discover what men and women feel when they say they love."

Saturday, November 8, 2008

For Isaac and Georgie - Election 2008

This is a journal entry for Isaac and Georgie, written by their father, to read many years down the road, should they so choose.  Anyone else is free to read it, but understand that it is for them.

I very much enjoyed reading your mother's entry regarding the historic election earlier this week.  She captured some of my thoughts and feelings, but I thought I would add a few more.  I would love to read some of my parents' thoughts during momentous occasions in the past.  These are my thoughts at this time.

I am not hopeful when it comes to the future of the United States or this planet.  I have three grave concerns, not one of which was adequately addressed during this past campaign season and only one of which possesses any real estate in the national conscience.  These concerns will simultaneously make me appear to be both far right and far left in my ideas, but that is a small-minded way of looking at serious issues.  The provenance of an idea does not concern me.  The veracity does.

1. The United States economy is a house of cards.  I first began to understand this while reading, of all things, the books of Carl Sagan, the astronomer and popular scientist.  He bemoaned what he saw, during the 1970s, 80s, and 90s, as the collapse of the American manufacturing base, the transition to an export-free service industry, and the hyper-consumption, financed by debt, of both the US government and its populace.  Recently, your Uncle Rob has enlightened me even further by recommending the writings of Peter Schiff. Schiff lays the case out very clearly, and the future of both the US dollar and the US economy is extremely bleak.  On Obama's short-list for Secretary of the Treasury is Paul Volcker, the former chairman of the Federal Reserve who so wisely raised interest rates to stop the hyperinflation of the late 70s and early 80s.  But even he seems to be blind to the obvious present-day truth.  I am not confident that liquidity injections, stimulus packages, corporate bailouts, or any other manner by which the government in essence "prints money" will save our sinking ship.  Hopefully, Barack Obama is intelligent and independent enough to recognize the truth at some point in the near future.  Time will tell.  You already know the answer.

2. Earth's population at the time that I write this is around 6.5 billion people and is increasing geometrically.  Such growth cannot be sustained.  Do yourself a favor and read "The Tragedy of the Commons," with the hindsight you possess, and marvel at how we ignored this problem until it was much too late (much like the dollar crisis and the collapse of the US economy).  There is a fixed amount of natural resources on this planet.   Earth cannot continue to support a compounding human growth rate.  Carl Sagan envisioned a future in space, but our bankrupt economy handicaps our ability to invest in the future.  There will likely be mass starvation and deadly plagues in order to balance out the surplus of humans at some point in the future.   The problem is that this is a classic example of a prisoner's dilemma.  If you cooperate and decrease your birth rate, as some Europeans and Asians have done, others will defect and continue to reproduce, as the immigrant populations in those countries have done.  This is occurring in Spain, Italy, Germany, Japan, France, and several other nations where the native population is in danger of becoming a minority.  The only way this problem can be solved, without mass tragedy, is if everyone chooses to sacrifice his or her own personal desires for a large family and cooperates by holding to the prescribed number of children.  When everyone else is cooperating, however, the temptation to defect is all the more powerful.  Compounding the problem is a perverse form of natural selection.  Those that recognize the problem and thus reduce their birth rate leave behind fewer descendants than those that are inclined to reproduce as if there were literally no tomorrow.  I want the best for you, and your children, and their children, ad infinitum.  But it seems to me that this  geometric growth cannot go on forever.  Thus far, I have heard President-elect Obama say nothing about this 900-pound gorilla in the dark corner of our collective conscience.

3. I credit Al Gore with bringing climate change out of the shadows on the fringe and into the light of acknowledgement.  He staked his reputation on the case linking carbon-based energy production to Earth's increasing mean temperature.  Carl Sagan was warning us decades ago, however, by highlighting the case of Venus, which can be considered Earth's twin given its size and composition.  The mean temperature on Venus is a scorching 460 degrees Centigrade, but this increased temperature, when compared to Earth's, cannot be accounted for merely by Venus' relative proximity to the sun.  Venus' atmosphere is loaded with carbon dioxide and other greenhouse gases.  There is little fixed carbon on Venus, whereas Earth has abundant fixed carbon in the form of coal, oil, and plant mass.  If we continue to release fixed carbon by burning it to create energy, we will progressively make our Earth more and more like Venus.  This is the one issue which President-elect Obama has addressed and to which he made a stronger commitment to change the status quo than his opponent.  Yet even he has been swayed by the powers that be into endorsing continued drilling for oil and utilization of so-called "clean coal."  They rest their hopes on carbon-capture, a technology that is decades from being realized on an appreciable scale.  Yet non-fossil fuel energy is here, right now, waiting to be used.  The problem is that it is politically unpopular (nuclear energy) or expensive (geothermal, solar, wind, etc.).  Part of the solution is conservation, part of the solution is a transition from automobile-based transportation to public transportation, part of the solution is nuclear energy in the present, and part of the solution is investment in the future.  Given the current state of the US economy, were are currently in no position to pay for more expensive energy now or invest the tremendous amount of wealth it will take to develop the energy of the future.

None of these ideas are politically popular.  The solutions to all three will require individuals to save rather than consume, sacrifice for the future rather than demand gratification in the present, have less children rather than more, live simply and efficiently rather than opulently and excessively, and generally accept a different life than the one they had envisioned for themselves as privileged Americans.  Game Theory assures us that this will not happen spontaneously.  I do not know if such prescriptions for long-term success can be legislated or executed (read: enforced).  Although I am hopeful that President Obama will end the unjust war in Iraq and repair our decimated international reputation and relations, I am not hopeful that electing him will change the ultimate fate of our nation and our world.

Hopefully the moral Zeitgeist of your generation will have evolved and matured enough to accept responsibility for these coming calamities, just as we have moved beyond slavery, segregation, and racism enough to elect a man of African descent in our day.

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

Business Socks!

Boy, are you in for a treat!  Joey and I watch this at least once a day now.  It fulfills our daily requirement for deep belly laughter!  



LOOK WHAT WE DID!

LOOK WHAT WE DID!

I feel compelled to mark this day in history for our online family journal!  Barack Obama is elected the President of the United States of America and he just so happens to be African-American, the first African-American to be elected as President. 
 
What were WE doing?  The kids were snug asleep in their beds and Joey and I were glued to the computer.  We toyed with going to bed so many times but just wanted to hear them "call" the result.  We ended up staying up until 12pm watching both speakers and talking about the results.  We concluded that there would be a lot of little Barack namesakes running around the playgrounds of America for the next few decades;)  I like to think that even those that didn't vote for Barack Obama could appreciate the extraordinary event that just took place.  The speech given by Obama, the pride, joy and tears on the faces of crowds across the nation should be enough to make most McCain supporters immune to disapointment over a "lost election".   Let's just hope he can be the kind of President that our country needs right now!   I never really thought about him being African American  throughout the campaign.  I never considered that history would be made in a magnificent way if he was elected.  It was always about who was really the best choice for our Country right now.  And I think it was that way for everyone that I know.   And then last night, it really hit me, how momentous and monumental this election really is.   I'm so glad to be alive to see this!  Can you imagine how an elderly African-American must feel right now?  One that perhaps experienced the civil rights movement first hand?  REDEMPTION!  

And the "next day news" all over the world shows our allies and even foes (Iran) as excited and hopeful for Americas choice.  And that, my friends, is the #1 reason why I voted for Barack Obama.  He seems (I say seems b/c the media makes it impossible to see ANYTHING for what it really is) thoughtful, even tempered, confident, reasonable and diplomatic.  I think he can really mend fences broken over the last 8 years.  He thinks globally instead of small and single mindedly.  OOOOOH;)  I hope he can DO IT!  

Anyway, I just wanted to type up some of my thoughts for Gigi and Isaac to look back to tens of years from now!  I hope that hindsight affirms the pride and hope that I feel for our country right now!  

ADDENDUM:  Okay, so I'm getting a little flack for this post from some family members...aaargh!  I guess my meaning is unclear.  The pride and hope that I feel is for the steps we have made in overcoming prejudices....and that's it.  I'm not saying I'm so proud that we elected Obama b/c he is so perfect.   I don't agree with some of his policies.  I'm not even 100% familiar with what all of his policies are...I voted on him mainly for the reasons stated above...and a little bit because I want the war in Iraq to be over.  I had to pick the best choice from the options that I was given.  In another era, McCain would have been the better choice.  But for right here, right now, I felt that Obama was the best leader for our country.  I hope I haven't offended anyone!  It seems obvious to me that wether we like Obama or not, this day was legendary because it is a HUGE step for our country in overcoming our prejudices.  I just wanted to document that aspect of the election...Thanks for listening!