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Saturday, November 8, 2008

For Isaac and Georgie - Election 2008

This is a journal entry for Isaac and Georgie, written by their father, to read many years down the road, should they so choose.  Anyone else is free to read it, but understand that it is for them.

I very much enjoyed reading your mother's entry regarding the historic election earlier this week.  She captured some of my thoughts and feelings, but I thought I would add a few more.  I would love to read some of my parents' thoughts during momentous occasions in the past.  These are my thoughts at this time.

I am not hopeful when it comes to the future of the United States or this planet.  I have three grave concerns, not one of which was adequately addressed during this past campaign season and only one of which possesses any real estate in the national conscience.  These concerns will simultaneously make me appear to be both far right and far left in my ideas, but that is a small-minded way of looking at serious issues.  The provenance of an idea does not concern me.  The veracity does.

1. The United States economy is a house of cards.  I first began to understand this while reading, of all things, the books of Carl Sagan, the astronomer and popular scientist.  He bemoaned what he saw, during the 1970s, 80s, and 90s, as the collapse of the American manufacturing base, the transition to an export-free service industry, and the hyper-consumption, financed by debt, of both the US government and its populace.  Recently, your Uncle Rob has enlightened me even further by recommending the writings of Peter Schiff. Schiff lays the case out very clearly, and the future of both the US dollar and the US economy is extremely bleak.  On Obama's short-list for Secretary of the Treasury is Paul Volcker, the former chairman of the Federal Reserve who so wisely raised interest rates to stop the hyperinflation of the late 70s and early 80s.  But even he seems to be blind to the obvious present-day truth.  I am not confident that liquidity injections, stimulus packages, corporate bailouts, or any other manner by which the government in essence "prints money" will save our sinking ship.  Hopefully, Barack Obama is intelligent and independent enough to recognize the truth at some point in the near future.  Time will tell.  You already know the answer.

2. Earth's population at the time that I write this is around 6.5 billion people and is increasing geometrically.  Such growth cannot be sustained.  Do yourself a favor and read "The Tragedy of the Commons," with the hindsight you possess, and marvel at how we ignored this problem until it was much too late (much like the dollar crisis and the collapse of the US economy).  There is a fixed amount of natural resources on this planet.   Earth cannot continue to support a compounding human growth rate.  Carl Sagan envisioned a future in space, but our bankrupt economy handicaps our ability to invest in the future.  There will likely be mass starvation and deadly plagues in order to balance out the surplus of humans at some point in the future.   The problem is that this is a classic example of a prisoner's dilemma.  If you cooperate and decrease your birth rate, as some Europeans and Asians have done, others will defect and continue to reproduce, as the immigrant populations in those countries have done.  This is occurring in Spain, Italy, Germany, Japan, France, and several other nations where the native population is in danger of becoming a minority.  The only way this problem can be solved, without mass tragedy, is if everyone chooses to sacrifice his or her own personal desires for a large family and cooperates by holding to the prescribed number of children.  When everyone else is cooperating, however, the temptation to defect is all the more powerful.  Compounding the problem is a perverse form of natural selection.  Those that recognize the problem and thus reduce their birth rate leave behind fewer descendants than those that are inclined to reproduce as if there were literally no tomorrow.  I want the best for you, and your children, and their children, ad infinitum.  But it seems to me that this  geometric growth cannot go on forever.  Thus far, I have heard President-elect Obama say nothing about this 900-pound gorilla in the dark corner of our collective conscience.

3. I credit Al Gore with bringing climate change out of the shadows on the fringe and into the light of acknowledgement.  He staked his reputation on the case linking carbon-based energy production to Earth's increasing mean temperature.  Carl Sagan was warning us decades ago, however, by highlighting the case of Venus, which can be considered Earth's twin given its size and composition.  The mean temperature on Venus is a scorching 460 degrees Centigrade, but this increased temperature, when compared to Earth's, cannot be accounted for merely by Venus' relative proximity to the sun.  Venus' atmosphere is loaded with carbon dioxide and other greenhouse gases.  There is little fixed carbon on Venus, whereas Earth has abundant fixed carbon in the form of coal, oil, and plant mass.  If we continue to release fixed carbon by burning it to create energy, we will progressively make our Earth more and more like Venus.  This is the one issue which President-elect Obama has addressed and to which he made a stronger commitment to change the status quo than his opponent.  Yet even he has been swayed by the powers that be into endorsing continued drilling for oil and utilization of so-called "clean coal."  They rest their hopes on carbon-capture, a technology that is decades from being realized on an appreciable scale.  Yet non-fossil fuel energy is here, right now, waiting to be used.  The problem is that it is politically unpopular (nuclear energy) or expensive (geothermal, solar, wind, etc.).  Part of the solution is conservation, part of the solution is a transition from automobile-based transportation to public transportation, part of the solution is nuclear energy in the present, and part of the solution is investment in the future.  Given the current state of the US economy, were are currently in no position to pay for more expensive energy now or invest the tremendous amount of wealth it will take to develop the energy of the future.

None of these ideas are politically popular.  The solutions to all three will require individuals to save rather than consume, sacrifice for the future rather than demand gratification in the present, have less children rather than more, live simply and efficiently rather than opulently and excessively, and generally accept a different life than the one they had envisioned for themselves as privileged Americans.  Game Theory assures us that this will not happen spontaneously.  I do not know if such prescriptions for long-term success can be legislated or executed (read: enforced).  Although I am hopeful that President Obama will end the unjust war in Iraq and repair our decimated international reputation and relations, I am not hopeful that electing him will change the ultimate fate of our nation and our world.

Hopefully the moral Zeitgeist of your generation will have evolved and matured enough to accept responsibility for these coming calamities, just as we have moved beyond slavery, segregation, and racism enough to elect a man of African descent in our day.

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

Business Socks!

Boy, are you in for a treat!  Joey and I watch this at least once a day now.  It fulfills our daily requirement for deep belly laughter!  



LOOK WHAT WE DID!

LOOK WHAT WE DID!

I feel compelled to mark this day in history for our online family journal!  Barack Obama is elected the President of the United States of America and he just so happens to be African-American, the first African-American to be elected as President. 
 
What were WE doing?  The kids were snug asleep in their beds and Joey and I were glued to the computer.  We toyed with going to bed so many times but just wanted to hear them "call" the result.  We ended up staying up until 12pm watching both speakers and talking about the results.  We concluded that there would be a lot of little Barack namesakes running around the playgrounds of America for the next few decades;)  I like to think that even those that didn't vote for Barack Obama could appreciate the extraordinary event that just took place.  The speech given by Obama, the pride, joy and tears on the faces of crowds across the nation should be enough to make most McCain supporters immune to disapointment over a "lost election".   Let's just hope he can be the kind of President that our country needs right now!   I never really thought about him being African American  throughout the campaign.  I never considered that history would be made in a magnificent way if he was elected.  It was always about who was really the best choice for our Country right now.  And I think it was that way for everyone that I know.   And then last night, it really hit me, how momentous and monumental this election really is.   I'm so glad to be alive to see this!  Can you imagine how an elderly African-American must feel right now?  One that perhaps experienced the civil rights movement first hand?  REDEMPTION!  

And the "next day news" all over the world shows our allies and even foes (Iran) as excited and hopeful for Americas choice.  And that, my friends, is the #1 reason why I voted for Barack Obama.  He seems (I say seems b/c the media makes it impossible to see ANYTHING for what it really is) thoughtful, even tempered, confident, reasonable and diplomatic.  I think he can really mend fences broken over the last 8 years.  He thinks globally instead of small and single mindedly.  OOOOOH;)  I hope he can DO IT!  

Anyway, I just wanted to type up some of my thoughts for Gigi and Isaac to look back to tens of years from now!  I hope that hindsight affirms the pride and hope that I feel for our country right now!  

ADDENDUM:  Okay, so I'm getting a little flack for this post from some family members...aaargh!  I guess my meaning is unclear.  The pride and hope that I feel is for the steps we have made in overcoming prejudices....and that's it.  I'm not saying I'm so proud that we elected Obama b/c he is so perfect.   I don't agree with some of his policies.  I'm not even 100% familiar with what all of his policies are...I voted on him mainly for the reasons stated above...and a little bit because I want the war in Iraq to be over.  I had to pick the best choice from the options that I was given.  In another era, McCain would have been the better choice.  But for right here, right now, I felt that Obama was the best leader for our country.  I hope I haven't offended anyone!  It seems obvious to me that wether we like Obama or not, this day was legendary because it is a HUGE step for our country in overcoming our prejudices.  I just wanted to document that aspect of the election...Thanks for listening!

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Happy Halloween!
Here are some pictures of the ward halloween party that I was in charge of.  
I had a lot of helpers and it turned out really fun!
My little Batman and his pink poodle...can you tell that's what she is?
Before we put her ears on we sprayed her hair pink.  At this point I began to wish I had made her a rock star...there's always next year;)
Yes, I know, my face is WAY to green.  But that's what happens when you don't do trial run.  
Remind me NEVER to do this again:)
Georgie wandered around aimlessly during the games because I was sooo busy getting things organized and Joey wasn't there yet.  She stole peoples candy, settled into a corner somewhere and sucked on the packages until sugar began to seep through.  About 10 minutes after this picture was taken, her entire costume was shredded and she no longer appeared to be anything of consequence....That's my girl!
Cute Little Girls!

Here are some of the games we played:
Action Shot...go Batman!
Our cute friend, Savannah, bobbing for apples.
Ring-Around-A-Pumpkin
Fishing Pond
The Mummy Hop
Donuts-on-a-String
Here's Georgie bobbing for apples!  (and cutting in line:)
A smiling face fresh out of the germ bin!  Isaac said his favorite game was bobbing for apples!
We took off for Houston the very next morning at 8am!  Here is my Mom and the kids during one of their many "snuggle and books" sessions!

On the side of the road on a gravel hill after a potty stop...I forgot to rotate all my pictures...sorry!  Happy Halloween everyone!

THANK YOU, JOSH, FOR THE CAMERA!

Friday, October 24, 2008

Once Again

Once again, I've lost my camera. Today I just decided "to heck with it, I'm not going to find it so I'd better just write what we've been up to in words:

Tonight is our ward Halloween party which I am in charge of. Isaac is going as Batman and Georgie as a pink poodle. Isaac says tonight he is going to be Luke Skywalker in Black but on "real Halloween night" he will be Batman. I'm sure glad he has a wild imagination so that he's not making my buy him two costumes. Georgie's costume is just an idea I copied out of Family Fun Magazine. I made it once (it requires no sewing and is made out of pink bath puffs) the way the magazine tells you to and when I did a trial run, she had it all ripped apart in about 10 minutes...That's my Georgie. That's what I get for leaving her alone with it. With her track record I should have known better. So I made it again in a more secure fashion...hopefully this time it will stay put at least for one evening.

Two weekends ago we went to Papa and Gagas house. Bryant was in town for one final farewell before he takes off for Singapore. I had a picture story of the entire weekend on my camera but...as I said, it's lost. We carved pumpkins, made sugar cookies, talked, laughed, ate and played at my parents duck pond. It was really fun. Bryant, Dad, Joey and I stayed up late talking one night and then my Mom stayed up with us the next. We had some good talks. We saw Grandma Nina, Horace and Jamie alot too. We also got a visit from Aunt Reta and Aunt Kathy. Aunt Reta brought Isaac and Georgie quite a few toys. She always does!

The following week Isaac had the week off of school so I tried to spend a lot of time just being with them. We went to the duck pond, went for bike rides, went to the park, had friends over to play, watched movies together, read lots of books etc. The kids are at a great age. Most days I really enjoy them!

I wish could video tape Georgie's every minute. She is just so darn funny...her mannerisms, sassiness, curiosity, mothering nature, and even her complete and total defiance of my every command just make me want to laugh. I wish I could stick her in a jar and preserve her just as she is. And Isaac is just growing up so fast. Sometimes I feel like he's just my friend...not my baby or little boy! He has grown into such a big helper. He shares so well with his friends, LOVES school, has a great imagination and is quite the little artist. He loves riding his Spiderman bike, dancing to the Spiderman song, dressing up in his Batman Costume (he wears it every day...but lets his friends wear it when they come over), making his 5 baskets, Star Wars, reading books etc. Oh and I can't forget how much they LOVE watching movies...much to our dismay! Star Wars and Superheroes are ALL the rage at our house right now. Georgie even plays "lightsavers" with him. I downloaded the Michael Buble version of Spiderman a while ago and Joey must have been displeased because I soon found a Ramones version of Spiderman on the Ipod. I turned on the Michael Buble version and Isaac said..."Mom, that ones for Wussies." Wonder where he heard that?

Well, I need to go begin the costuming process for tonight. I've got a few more things I need to get together at the church before hand as well!

Monday, October 6, 2008

Renewed Determination

This weekend was general conference.  I still have the Saturday morning session to catch up on but we are thoroughly enjoying renewed determination to be a little better in all that we do.   I fasted last week in preparation for this conference, putting that age old wisdom to the test:  Come prepared to conference with a question having fasted and prayed and you will find peace.  I did that.  I'll go ahead and reveal that I've been struggling with feeling the spirit lately and have spent a lot of time wondering just where God was in his love for me individually.  I wanted to know what I could do to better meet God half-way so that I could feel Him.  

I did get some peace and did feel there were things that I could be doing better to allow my Heavenly Father to reveal Himself to me.  I love Elder Bednars talk about prayer and expressing gratitude for what we are blessed with, in my case, when he does reveal himself to me though it may seem very small.  I have spent the last three nights giving prayers of only gratitude and I do feel that has been a blessing to me already.  I also am trying to give more meaningful morning prayer, sighting a specific goal for the day.

Tonight in Family Home Evening I was assigned the lesson and this was our theme.  I showed the kids a picture of Elder Bednar and explained a little bit about his talk.  Everyone chose something to work on and we promised to pray for guidance in this each morning and report to our Father in Heaven each night.  The kids colored a picture of them doing this goal.  Here are our goals:

Daddy:  Speak with more patience and a kinder tone to the kids.  And to come home from work in a good mood.  
Mommy:  Speak in a more patient and kind tone, being slower to anger.  Savor the moments of having my young children, showing more love to them always. 
Isaac:  Be nice to everyone, always.  (his exact words)  Make 5 basketball goals each day.
Georgie:  Be nice to everyone, always.  (she idolized her big brother!)

I love conference!  Who doesn't need an occasional weekend of self-help skills spoken from the pulpit by extremely wise men!!  I dare say...no one;)

Sunday, October 5, 2008

Hi, My Name is Georgie

Hi, my name is Georgie Rose Merback and I am 2 years and 5 months old.  It is Friday and my Mom decided to follow me around with the camera for one day so that you could get to know me a little better.  I thought that was a great idea, for the most part!  I am nearly perfect at saying cheese and smiling for the camera!

Here I am with a dirty face and messy hair, my usual appearance because I LOVE to play in my backyard!  I wish I had a picture to show you the great big hug my big brother gave me this morning when we dropped him off at school.  That made me feel really special!  And all his friends said goodbye to me too!  I'm so big!
This morning my friend Landon and his little brother Ashton came over to play.  We had so much fun.  We chased each other around and up and over the back of the sofa and laughed and giggled while saying "Let's go again, okay Landon?" in my best mommy voice.
Here I am running!  See how fast I run with my hair blowing behind me!  I like to call myself SUPER Tasha! (from Backyardigans)
And here I am trying to be a little mommy to Ashton and steal his pacifier.  
My big Mommy doesn't like it when I do that to the little kids, but I just want to 
try it for myself just one little time!
Then Landon and I fought over my kitty, Dutchess, that Gaga gave me but I DO NOT share my kitty!  But Mommy made me share it:(  Darn that mommy!
Then I went to Music Makers. I love Music Makers.  I go every friday at 11am and we sing, dance, play with friends and read stories!  These are my friends Sam and Amelia.  Mommy says I play really well with them.
At Music Makers we even get a chance to sing a solo.  Here I am singing Twinkle, Twinkle Little star for all my friends.  I wasn't scared one bit.  I sing really sweet and quiet.
I just had to wear my "Wendy" shoes today.  I LOVE shoes more than almost anything else.  Mommy told me these were like Wendy's shoes from Peter Pan and I've loved them ever since.  Actually they used to be my big cousin Reese's which makes them even more special!  
But, here I am in someone else's shoes.  If there's ever a time where you can't find me (it happens about 10X  day) it's a safe bet that I am in a corner somewhere trying on someone else's shoes.  It doesn't matter how big or small, I'll try 'em!  And I'll want to keep them too!    
Here I am crawling around on the floor and meowing like a kitty during dance time at Music Makers.  Isaac and I play kitty cats a lot lately. 
Here I am playing in my sand table that Mimi gave me with kitty and 
my big brother/best friend, Isaac.   I just woke up from my nap.  Notice here that I have on my Mommy's shoes!
Then we went for a walk and I collected trash and sticks in my wagon.  It has been a great day!  But I better hurry home because Daddy will be there soon!  And, my friends Savannah and Katie are coming over.  I've been waiting for that ALL week long!
Bye!