Since my intention is for this to be a family journal, I'll go ahead and make a regular old, what we've been up to and how we're feeling kind of entry:
I began sanding down our knotty pine room, a project I was waiting to start until Kerry could come and do the tile but since he can't come until Thanksgiving I decided to go ahead and get'er done. I've spent two+ days sanding it down and this afternoon, the angels sang when I FINALLY finished! My house has about a 1/4" coating of dust on top of everything and I'm sneezing saw dust. I wash my face and I can just feel all my pores turning into blackheads from all the grit. But it will be soooo worth it! I can't wait to give this "cave" some light! I don't mind doing the work at all but I don't think I could live in a house while it was being renovated. I'm a little too much of a clean freak for that.
The kids did a great job of letting me work. They played outside in our backyard and then came in about 20 minutes after it started to rain on them. They LOVE the backyard. It's funny that at our old house we had a playset and a small swing but they didn't go out there much. In this house, with no playset, they love to play outside. All the years of growth on this old house and yard really give rise to their imagination. They fill pales with rose petals, old pecans (from our pecan tree), dirt and water and play everything from Thomas the Tank Engine (and the magic Gold Dust) to Knights in Shining Armor and Fairy Godmother. They really play well together. Life with them is getting so low maintenance that sometimes I find myself being really selfish and rolling my eyes anytime they ask me to do anything for them...FEED YOURSELVES;) J/K! But seriously, I was thinking just today that I need to spend more quality time with them...doing crafts or working on letters and reading with Isaac. If any Moms are reading this and have any good ideas on how to work good quality time in each day, let me know. How much time do you spend just playing or being with your kids each day? Other than the bed time routing, lunch and dinner, I've been pretty bad about it lately. I'm constantly telling them "I'm busy, just let me finish this and then I'll do that with you." Am I selfish? It just seems that there is always something else I need to be doing. But when I really think about it, Isaac and Georgie are why I'm at home...to be with them.
Change of subject...Joey is doing great at work. Every where I go I meet someone who has been to see him and really enjoyed him as a doctor. One lady said she hadn't seen him yet but she was really looking forward to it because she heard so many great things, specifically his reticence to give drugs and antibiotics and that she'd heard he was really cute;) I thought that was funny that she told me that. I enjoyed hearing it!
The ward here has a book club and this month we're reading The Peacegiver by James Ferrell as couples. Joeys halfway through and I haven't even started it yet. I've been trying to finish up Man's Search For Meaning and my George Washington biography first. I don't think I'll succeed on the George Washington book. It's just not catching my attention. Man's Search for Meaning is really great. He brings up some really great points and analogies...makes ya think. I've really been trying to decide lately about what it is I want to do when I go back to school in a few years. I thought this book might give me an inkling of whether or not I would really like Psychology. I know this one book isn't the only way to find that answer but I figured, "Hey, it's sitting on my shelf, its a classic, let's see what I do with it." I'm a little disappointed in myself. I'm just not eating it up like I'd hoped. When I pick a career path (who knows how much I'll actually end up working) I want to study something:
a) that I LOVE to study...something that excites me to get back to the books and
b) something that I can be proud of in the way that it helps people...really helps people
And thats why I hoped I would eat this book up! What better thing for me to do than to be a clinical counselor. But its just not doing it for me. I hope I don't offend anyone here when I say that I guess I'm just a shallow, design loving female who craves an outlet for my minute amount of creativity. I really want to do graphic design. For some reason I've been fighting it, but I keep coming back to it. And, hey, there's nothing wrong with that, right?! I wish I loved psyche and sociology more, I really want to...but I just can't get it to click 100% for me. But I have a few years to worry about that.
That's enough for now. Next time I'll write a little more about the kids...I had no idea that "regular old, what we've been up to" would end up like this. But here we are...and I'm spent;) Goodnight!